All our lives we’ve been:
pre-scribed, sub-scribed, re-scribed
to stuff without realising it. I talk about this in my Unsubscribing post a great deal. I call it subscribing.
Part of my mission is to have a
TRIBE OF TRAIL-BLAZING UNSUBSCRIBERS.
A POWER PACK
People that are so in tune with what gels for them, that they simply hit the unsubscribe button in their head as it suits.
Ok, well this post is not so much about unsubscribing from long-accepted societal ways. This post is about RE-SCRIBING – but this time, YOUR WAY – so life happens as you DESERVE.
Because, to put it simply,
YOU ARE THE SCRIBE THAT WRITES YOUR LIFE!
Excuse me while I go personal to explain what I mean…
You see, whatever is prevalent for me at the time, I know it’s important for my growth process. In other words, I have this curious Sherlock Holmes detective in the background of my awareness, staying open-minded as to what is this current ‘crises’ or ‘patterning’ or ‘experience’ trying to highlight for me??…
Lately its been around: HARDNESS. And well, lately, I’ve been quite sensitive to it, unusually so. And so Sherlock came in – because of the unusual sensitivity, and because the ‘hardness’ had been ‘coming at me’ from more than one person!
For so many of us, hardness has been a common theme – brought up with parents and/or teachers who’d ‘subscribed’ to the crazy ‘you have to be cruel to be kind’ belief or ‘tough love’ is the only way. Ummm well, no, it isn’t, but anyway I digress..
I remember once in year 7, my Maths teacher – whom I really loved – when handing me back my exam results, spoke sternly and harshly, alluding to my 20-mark drop.. Little did she know what my life had been like at home the night before the exam – and I had no compassionate space from which to share my pain with her – I was instead, met with hardness. Of course, this happens many times over – in order to keep their ‘subscriptions’ adults maintain that ‘I don’t care’ approach when, deep down, their actions scream ‘I DO CARE!’..
Sherlock solves it
Anyhow, a few of these memories have been popping up for Sherlock to inspect, and well he finally said to me: “Katrina, do you realise that HARDNESS FROM THOSE YOU TRULY LOVE has been a common theme throughout your life?”
“Go on Sherlock since you have all the answers”.
“Well, it seems to me that – since, as a young child, many of those you loved deeply met you with hardness, the part of you that wrote your script – wedged it in real tight – so that it became a deep-set pattern… And the fact that it has come up so strongly now is because, well, maybe, just maybe – it means: you have a chance to REWRITE THIS PART OF YOUR SCRIPT. And CHOOSE how you want to be treated by those you deeply love??…”
“Rewrite my script? You mean I can do that?”
“Well, why else do we come back to things over and over? But to realise that, hey, you’ve come back to this so that you can REWRITE IT YOURSELF, CONSCIOUSLY THIS TIME!”
“Oooohhh! I LOVE THIS CONCEPT! I’d be MY OWN PLAYWRIGHT?!”
“Yes! This IS SELF-MASTERY! But first you must realise that YOU are the SCRIBE that writes your life, nobody else, just you!”
“Ooohh. Why of course my dear Sherlock – you are right! Wow, this self-mastery rocks then, doesn’t it?!”
Taking Back My Power
Well, actually, stepping into my LOVE-POWER WITHOUT COMPROMISE…
Hardness. From those I truly love. My mirror neutrons = my inner child = do not understand. They only EXPECT LOVE. LOVE WITHOUT SUBSCRIPTION! Just PURE LOVE.
I came here to live love; to simply love; And to be loved
I know the hardness has transformed into the rock I rest on while I blow my trumpet, while I spread my word and carry out my mission. The rock in me that’s given me the hard-ass strength I needed to meet ‘hardness born of fear’ with ‘hardness born of love’ – without bending…
But – I must now, in my power, ‘rewrite my script’. For the part of me that believed hardness and love go together – is tired and wants it no more. This part had this UNQUESTIONING EXPECTATION that: those you truly love are cold and hard. And so, because it was written in my human script – this part drew people like that – to fill that character role. And boy did it do a great job in choosing the actors to play HARD-ASS WITH A BIG HEART.
Well, no more. Those I truly love must love me back with compassion, understanding and tenderness. That’s what’s going in my new script. Full stop. No compromise!
Our lives are:
ONE BIG FEATURE LENGTH FILM
of all our DEEPEST UNQUESTIONED EXPECTATIONS.
All the things we UNQUESTIONABLY ACCEPT – without realising…
This IS what we get back in abundance (see my post about this here). These unquestionable expectations – a repetition of what we’ve had before:
We realise it.
Until we recognise the PATTERN formed from this relentless expectation.
And then, only then
Can we change the script
Take back our power.
To our liking.
Now go – and know that:
YOU ARE YOUR SCRIBE
TAKE BACK YOUR POWER
And while you’re at it: don’t make it a flop, a film not worth watching again! No:
Make it a blockbuster sensation
MAKE IT EPIC!
After all, the universe is watching 🙂
In Love-Power <3
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